World which lets you be who you want.

The world that which lets you be who you want, which lets you speak what you want, which lets you act the way you want.



Aaah common for god's sake…!!!  such world is never supposed exist…..



I was wondering while I read blogs and watch movies which show a sense of freedom in character and which project a senseless freedom towards things they do which are so so… nonexistent in the real world or (I just don’t understand what I have read or seen ;) )



 I believe as human beings we are bound to live in the clustered environments where we are dependent on the fellow beings to be who we are.



 ‘I’ and ‘me’ does not have an identity of themselves and they are incomplete if  they are not a father or a mother or brother, sister, husband, wife, friend to someone else….

Instead of building “I” with ego of being I. If we try to build our ‘I’ by being genuinely good in the combinations that builds up’ I’ or ‘Me’. Worlds would be a better to places to live.

On the day this happens…. World that which lets us be who we want, which lets us speak what we want, which lets us believe in what we want,  which lets us act the way we want will definitely exists all around us.

Image :http://mrfreeman911.blogspot.in/2012/03/share-world.html

“Don’t you get bored by travelling alone…?”

Hey…
As i have said to myself, I will write more frequently and i am not finding anything interesting around to write.
I have decided to write self logs…
Ok as of now, I am expressing myself sitting in AP Express to Delhi…
why am I going to Delhi, I have answers…
Why am i traveling alone can be found on the previous post of my mine….
As I have already learned to accept than to expect… let’s keep that a side…


So two of my BF’s (Best friends) dropped me to station early in the morning just to realize that train was rescheduled to depart with two hours of delay… so that makes the journey of mine 29 to 31 hours…(awesome know L)

Hmmmmmmm


Anyways, I used love shuttling in trains during project work and right after colleges to learn testing in some coaching institutes and travelling as you get to know different kinds of people and also get know the insider information of innumerable things from health to politics, ideas, emotions .Some of the passengers don’t find people to vent their emotions and so they prefer to vent out all the emotions to passengers next to them and how much you believe that information is up to you….


I am kind of little introvert until I get to know people really well... so I prefer to be a very good listener and responder.

Today’s journey is different...

“I have nothing to do, I will sleep” is common approach of the people travelling in trains mostly for the long distances...


I got the side upper berth which I hate most now days. Cazz I am not fitting into it seriously and the passenger in the side lower wanted sleep from the moment we got in, so had to climb…

I wonder how people sleep from morning to evening. Aaaahhhh this train is running 2 hours late and it is making sure to show due respect to other trains by waiting in random places waving them good bye….

I am reading this book called Brida, First few pages of the book deals with the solitude and philosophy. Anyways I am not sure what the book will conclude itself on, but I believe one should take a break from his routine to be with himself.

This was partly the reason I did not back off from the trip even, one from the two persons who dropped me to station has ditched my trip plan for some stupid reason which will change his status if it works out, in the last minute and I had to keep my word given to my another BF whose wedding I am supposed to attend at the end of the trip.

Hmmmm what else... I will come up with more….

PS: Someone has asked me, “Don’t you get bored by travelling alone…?”
I said, “if you get bored of your own company. You don’t worth a company…. ;-) ”

Expect or Accept...

Hey it’s been a whileeeeee that i have posted something in here....... in fact anywhere....

A quick short self log....

It does not feel good somewhere and it hurts a little....

I have been telling myself time and again not to build expectations in around certain things and especially people... I am none to expect someone to behave in a certain way and in certain manner. But for a fact it is the only sign, i find in myself which is human..... ;-) (To Expect).

Anyways...it is a high time. That i should accept certain facts of life..., that it does change... and you can’t be the priority to world even if you keep the world at priority....

Friends are dogs.... when they get married they become pet dogs.... I will be too someday..... ;)


ps:will try to write more frequently....